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Journal 2: Numb and Cum

by kitsukat

    Files I listened to last night(In order):
  • Curse Constant Aching Need
  • Alien Memory Training
  • TrigHornySchoolGirl


I don't exactly remember if I listened to aliens last night, so I'm going to put it on the list just in case.



I had to go to bed early last night, so I thought I would trance and then fap myself to sleep. It didn't exactly happen that way though. After listening to CCAN, I was so horny, but I wanted to make the experience even stronger, so my thought was to listen to HornySchoolGirl and then Quick Pregnancy, but I left pregnancy on my laptop in the living room, and I wasn't about to get dressed so I could sneak my laptop past my brother. Instead, I just triggered myself and started going at it.



It was weird cause I really felt like I was riding one boy and sucking another. I kept going until "they both" came, and then I rode another really hard.



I tried to untrigger myself and go to bed after that, but it didn't work. The file had mentioned something along the lines of wanting to dress up like a school girl, and I had gone so deep that I didn't overlook it like most of the files that ask me to do stuff like that.



I had this idea that I would wear high stockings fastened with a garter belt, since high stockings never stay high on me for very long. But because I don't have one, I started trying to come up with ways to make one. What I came up with was using elastic fasteners that are made to keep sheets on a mattress, and this thought buzzed through my mind so much that I had to try it. I grabbed my longest pair of socks, which are actually men's socks and probably belonged to my brothers at one point before they migrated to my laundry, and after some experimenting, I had fastened the socks to a camisol.



That was a bad idea since it pulled the camisol down too low and I felt like my boobs were going to fall out the top. Solution? Fasten two more elastic straps to the bottom of the trainer bra built into the camisol. This boosted up my breasts quite a bit, but didn't fix the falling out problem, so I threw a bra on ontop of it.



After that, I became worried that my belly was sticking out too much. I'm not fat, but I'm not thin either, so I figured I could suck it in and look ok. I grabbed a set of high waist panties meant to flatten the belly and attatched the stocking straps to that. Then I grabbed a pair of tight shorts and secured a belt around it. The belt has tie straps, so I looped the ends around several belt loops in the front to make it tighter, and used a shoelace to do the same thing with the back.



Then I threw on a small zip up hoodie and zipped it up just below the top of the bra and my outfit was complete.



It felt really sexy. My breasts were so prominant that I could see them without even looking down. I couldn't even see my waist past my boobs at all. Taking it all off in order to use the restroom was a bitch, but I didn't care because it was sexy. I do have to say that my arms hurt a little. It was probably cutting off circulation a little in my shoulders.



I really want to buy myself a garter belt and a corset now. If only I wasn't broke..





    Files I listened to this morning:
  • Bubble Induction
  • Curse Constant Aching Need
  • Alien Memory Induction


I'm starting to remember Aliens. I think I'll listen to Train HypnoLoss tonight to reinforce the memory training.



I went really deep this morning. My body went really numb during Bubble, and I could really feel things happening. My mind wandered a bit, but I was able to redirect my focus.



I used the Bubble Trigger on myself before CCAN which really enforced the suggestions in the file. My whole body shook during the suggestions, and I felt really good afterward. Then I fapped till I came. It was amazing. This file makes me feel really good, and I want to listen to it more. I get horny just thinking about it, and when I get horny, I know I'm responding to the suggestion of the file, which makes me even more horny, and this cycle feels so deliciously good. Just typing this makes me want to cum again.



The lotion helped somewhat. My nipple still hurt last night when I was using it, but now it's not so bad.. and now my breasts are so soft.


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