Go back

Another confession. Another chapter.

by Haxsaw

Another confession. Another chapter.

Dear Gentle Readers. In this, as it were, please be open minded as before. Here we have another gentle listener. I need point out you, the reader make this all the hit it is. I need thank you all. I have changed the name of the girl yet the place setting is generally the same. I wrote her in a different state, in her country. Please read along and be open minded to this subject.

I read along at this site. I read Haxsaw or the group called Haxsaw accepted confessions from what they refer to as gentle readers. I want give my confession. I was assured my name would not be used. Thank you, Haxsaw for using me!
I don't know how to start yet chatted with a Haxsaw representative on-line from the site called warpmymind. I thank the E.M.G outfit for running this site. I was really withdrawn. Gregg and I were never really close. I mean, I did whatever my church told me. I wanted to be the correct wife for him, okay? I wanted to please him. Something was holding me back.
I went and bought several files. A few times I woke up naked and unable to move! I hated Haxsaw. I hated his guts! My Bible taught me to not hate anyone. I went back and listened to the files again and again. I found certain things were occurring to me.
Several times I was entranced. I was believing I was this doll for him. It was odd feeling. It was why I first hated Haxsaw. I never had this happen. I was going back though. As if though thirsty I was going to dip in, over and over. It was not sexual. I mean, I wanted Haxsaw to simply command and tell me what to do. It did not seem bad. I wanted to first fight that feeling. It was really odd. I went with it though. I was really beginning to like the idea of being told what to do. I did not care what my friends at church said. I wanted to be told what to do. I felt secure in following order. Suddenly, following order made sense. I mean, at first, I would have done anything Haxsaw told me to. It sounds stupid or really lame to sit here and write this. In reality, feeling that I was what I really wanted as the girl I am. I never knew I wanted this either. Wow!
I was looking at my reflection. I would be doing my hair and talking about what I did not like about me. I was discovering it was not Gregg's fault. I was holding back because I was not liking me. I chatted this out with Haxsaw and he told me what files to buy. What a change! I was finding I was tingling inside whenever my Cell phone rang. I stopped bringing my cell along to church. Heheheh! I went and stayed up past midnight once. I found I was under his powers again. Haxsaw later told me matters very personal in our chats. I went to Greg while we were alone.
It was a Sunday, after church. We were out back, way out back. I was alone with him. I was nervous yet wanted him more than anything on earth. I knew this was it. I called and coaxed Gregg over. He followed me. We were under a tree. I was shaded by the branches. It was so romantic! I wanted to be taken over by him, right then and there! I knew everything had to have its place. I told him we had planned on marriage. He told how I stalled so often. I said I was wrong to do this. I wanted to obey God and give myself to him, fully. Gregg was really, really confused. I reached out and touched his arm. I need tell you Gregg works lumber. He had rugged arms. I confessed to Gregg I needed him, right then and there. I told him it was as easy as counting to three. I knew I had not enough nerve to ask or say a yes. I knew this was going to work, though.
"One, two three."
Gregg snapped his fingers as I asked him to. My eyes glazed over as I stared into the eyes of my true love. Gregg asked me if I was alright. I was standing there, looking foolish. He asked me if I loved him. I mindlessly said, "Yes."
It was wonderful! We stood there eye to eye. He asked me if I would marry him. All I said was yes, over and over. We both ended up crying. I was crying like a baby. Look, I have seen the other files by Hasaw yet from what I have heard so far this guy could have been a preacher. I would have dropped fifty dollar bills in the plate to hear a man like him preach. The spring of 2013 Gregg and I will marry. I never was so happy until I realized the trouble was me, all along. Thank you, Haxsaw. I am happy, at last. Thank God too.
Thank you,


Re: Another confession. Another chapter. - Drake66

Awesome. Your files seem to be some of the most popular, bro.
And Patty, Congrats on the marriage, my you have a long and happy life with Gregg.

Add a Comment