I sent an email to naughtyjeanette a while ago. We've been emailing back and forth, demanding "revenge", and it was a lot of fun.
Then I saw something that makes me not want to play with her any more. It looks like one guy has some triggers that make it impossible to tell if shes really comfortable with something or not. He changed the way one of my emails works, right in front of me in the chat room. She said he'd taken the fun out of it, that it was just disgusting without any enjoyment. Then he told her to say and think that she enjoyed it, about the time I left.
This evening, she emailed me asking to be sent that command again, because she loved it so much. To me, that's scary.

I asked email to send me a new safety catch for my trigger, so I don't have to reply when someone commands me to trigger her. Then I'll be safe, right.
But Iv been upp all nite thinking about it, and what I came to was if he can make her do that, do whatever he wants and ignore if she really likes it, then whats going to stop somebody doing that to me? And its just too scary, so I feel like I have to stop listening to that CD now. I listened twice tonight, hoping it would help me sleep, but after that no more. I'll keep on obeying my emails as long as the suggestion lasts, I think i own you that