On December 13 I contacted Master about trying Email Slave. For fun, I told myself. We did that back and forth for two weeks - he would give me suggestions and I would go along, follow his orders. It was fun and I usually got off. A week ago we messaged about Lutz's Bubble File. I don't remember who brought it up, but I listened. A lot. I had listened in the past to the Bubble to no great effect, but when, a month or so ago, I committed to really focusing on Email Slave I really felt like I was trancing. As I listened to the Bubble File I began to understand what trance is really like. I love it. I float. I get lost. I disappear. Last night we messaged about feelings of hesitation I am having. Before I went to sleep I listened again to the Bubble. I got up and sent a message asking Him to reinforce the Bubble with me every day, so that my resistance might fade away. I am not sure how far I am going.