I won't lie to you. I couldn't focus 100% on my mistress yesterday. Of course I did diddle my clitty thinking about her before bedtime, and it was very very strong for sure!!. Her words are deeply implented in my mind. She has a special place inside my head. And it is hers, I can't access it as I gave her the olny keys... From this room she commands my every moves... I am deeply hers to control... Still yesterday was very tough for me... as i told my mistress, after 16 hours work, my boss almost insulted me (i m his personnal driver, he s a rich and powerful man). I was crying in my car when going back home at 8 a.m. I was like a shadow, i was feeling so alone in the bright daylight... it wasn't easy, believe me to bear this situation. :( Today I want to paint and write for my mistress. I will try to do it in the car if i can concentrate... hope it will be good, because making her happy gives me great pleasure of course ... :)))) Kiss j.a.