I mean seriously......I woke up, got my warm & fuzzy spa robe on, and immediately noticed that they seemed a bit more full and round than usual.

Ugh.....I'm kinda semi-tired right now. The ghost of last night's dinner seems to still be haunting my insides, and I'm not really sure I got quality-level sleep since I hit my pillow and was pretty much like immediately knocked out by my loop running from my headphones. I ~think~ I'm a bit better today - I can focus a bit at least. Um.....I was pretty messed up.......yesterday(?) I guess, and that sort of continued into this morning. I think - RIGHT - I remember now. I had to keep my legs clamped shut during dinner because I was gushing all over the place. It got so bad after I posted that I'd actually napped a bit ~before~ dinner......I wasn't even intending it either, I just wanted some relief and ran my loop.

I just don't know what's happening. I'm feeling better about things as of late. The sex stuff is awesome. I'm getting......this really creepy vibe from my sister. She keeps "dropping hints" like she ~knows something~ and has at least twice made very strong suggestions that I should try camming for money......it sounds so exciting......I'm having a ton of trouble resisting it. I'd probably be in trouble if I actually owned a camera, but I'm totally too lazy to go out and buy one~ :p

I seriously cant stop giggling....um.....like I said, it's not so bad right now I guess, but my think-y & type-y skills have basically burned up and died as of late. I'll try writing something and it comes out looking like I smashed my face into the keyboard half the time. I don't know why.....well, I guess having a sex buddy is probably greasing up the files I use. I'm a complete and total slave to the stuff ~ I'm in complete and total ecstasy from it all. I don't think I really even need to do the tattoo thing at this point either - she's been upgrading her clothes with lots of pink, short skirts, fishnets and the like. We've probably ruined like 20 sets of pantyhose already, as both of us seem to share a fetish for it completely getting ripped from penetration and all that.....if someone sees you and a guy come back from break together at work & your pantyhose is torn & shredded or whatever, you cant hide what you just did~