I spent the weekend caked in cum & finally got a chance to get home and shower this afternoon. @_@

I'm still "having fun" with my boy toy here & not much else is changed, but at least I got some down town time....uh... (I'll leave that in?).

{Tangent: That's not the first time I've caught myself doing thart recently - was supposed to be "down time" - I don't know why, but it's like my hansds are automatically typing stuff now & slipping weird additions in. I usually pop on the site here when I'm calm and in control}

Eh....so anyways, Ya, calm & in control. If I have absolutely no prompt to be turned on & horny, I usually feel like a normal person, but it's such a wonderful and indescribable (& addicting) feeling when that moment "clicks" and I can just feel my conciousness slip away. I've actually been leaving ear buds in playing "Sex Obsessed Bimbo" while fucking or playing with myself now. I can be all "oh crap, I have to get this ready for work!" one second, and like totally at peace and blissful (I'd describe it as warm & pink) the next - perfect and ready for a nice cock-stuffing.

Im also in a slight bit of trouble. I'd like to consider myself a generally nice person that takes other peoples' feeling into consideration......but I'm getting these weird urges as of late. In particular, there's a guy that works in the shop next to mine & his wife and he will sit and chat with me during lunch - this has been going on for the last....week I guess? I'd totally never want this done to me, and the logical part of me sees absolutely no reason to do this, but....all I can think of sometimes is taking him away from her. Like, if I had the "enhanced" assests to pull it off, I'd totally go topless in front of him and let him use me over & over. It's like this nagging little voice that suddenly gets really loud and wants to take over.